Honestly never thought this day will be like this. Usually its the day I would be stress and excited for at the same time but now i dont know i have mix feelings. I feel sad, lost and wish it was different. I was hoping by this day it will be different either i was over you or you realize how much i meant to you. But both never happen.
Now Im here wishing for the day to end faster so I don’t have to think bout this day that would of been another year to add to us being together. There is only one thing different that happen to us was our blessing that I will dedicate my time and focus on. Because im slowly seeing how much I am worth. You saying you know everything bout me really if you did shouldnt know everything you’re doing right now will hurt but watever it doesnt matter anymore.
Im tired already and i been thru so much already.
to what could of or should of been.
